Okay, 3:59pm. this would be Mother's Day +1, number 4.
Facts: since FAU, perception outside is it is all about me. Citation: joining Middle East club at FAU attempt. Citation: "all about you" sarcasm on actual Mother's Day. Sent 16 survey: am I actually all about me, or, narcissistic by nature, selfish. Outright is that a person now maintains that I am unkind, aka, cruel, aka, mean. I have not, not ever, been told this outright. Only the contrary by all else. I suspect that I have wronged quite a few people, this is unkind. Judgmental: this I am and have known since: Dan, you are doing this wrong. You will die. How to change: do not do this alone. Give. Then give some more. Then take each circumstance, event, assess others needs first, or, try to see from His eyes what might be His purpose in. Not going very well so far. Good news, four months in. The S. and S. crowd: literally changing "patching fences" to offenses and literally changing angry to you are angry and literally maintaining lies of what was actually said to "I never said that". Note: S.D., also the Steve crowd, 1994: "don't ever date a drug addict, they lie." Note: D.C.="what, are you going to fix the church?" Truth. God's, both. DO NOT FIX. Let God do what GOD does. Clarifications: Read tribe of Dan sin verse, read Mark 7, read the love chapter. These were all random openings. Blessings, Elijah still says I love you. L. is married, even after. L. sings at work for the simple smile of those around. God loves us, even as we were still sinners. Important: C. is now viewing attempts as selfish. Imperitives: do not pursue. Imperitives: do not give up. Imperatives: Don't live the work habit. Imperatives: Don't live the marriage habit. Imperatives: Cast your cares upon Jesus. Imperatives: Jesus wept. Imperatives: Do what you are supposed to do and cut out the un-necessary. Imperitives: Seek ye first the Kingdom of God, and all these things shall be added unto you. Imperitives: Trust. Imperitives: Be still and know that I am God.